While the Hubby is away....

I tend to do things I might not normally do.  Some of these things are from my former single life.

Yesterday:  My Hubby was around till about 2:30pm, we hardly saw each other, because he had his gig at church and I worked for a couple hours (which is SUPER unusual on a Sunday) then it was the Laker's game 1.  After Matt left, I did nothing.  Seriously, NOTHING!!!  I haven't been able to do that in such a long time. (it doesn't happen often because my husband goes stir crazy.) I thought about going to the gym, but no.  At 8:30pm, I left to start my adventure. 

Today: I played Mom for a day.  Moms are for sure unappreciated.  A never ending job.  I totally understand what nap times are for.  So Mom has a break.  The kids were excellent, they were not a problem.  With that said,  I could not imagine a bad day with kids.  I would probably run away to say the least.  It was a very interesting day.  I learned a lot about myself to be honest.  So first thing tomorrow morning I have my appointment to get my tubes tied.  Relax.  I am Kidding.  Maybe  ;) 

Tonight:  Again, I am so happy I didn't have much to do.  I needed to rest after my day.  My dinner is very different then if Matt were here, I am pretty sure I ate a pack of Hello Kitty fruit snacks and a handful of peanut butter M&M's and water.  

Here is a new guilty pleasure that would not have happened if my lovely husband were home. Gossip Girls.  I made it a point when it first came out to not watch it or even pretend to be interested.  So, tonight I had too much time on my hands and that is what I watched and I believe I am hooked.  There are definitely things about this show I do not understand.  How the heck old are these girls??  They are at bars in NYC drinking.  I understand the fake I.D. thing. Been there, done that.  But these places these teenage(?) girls are going are very chic and posh and I have no idea why these restaurants/bars/clubs would even think of letting these girls in.  I am missing some back story? Fill me in.  I also must be getting old, because part of me was in shock that this show is geared for teenagers, and let's just say it takes a lot to shock me.

Now I am blogging and looking forward to my night time phone call from the love of my life.   I miss him so much.  I hate it.  Matt if you are reading this, just get in the car and come home...NOW!   I will not sleep well until he is home.  Even though I get the whole big bed to myself (heehee)  I will sleep but not be fully rested.  

There are things I enjoying doing alone. (sometimes I LOVE to be anti-social)  But I want Matt by my side ALWAYS.  Part of me is missing when he is gone.  (yes I know some are gagging...sorry)